You thought I existed
Just for you...
Throw me
in the dark
waters of the past
I was fighting with myself
for I can save myself
to swim
to start breathing again
from the air of the future.
You're coming back
you offer me oblivion
from an unknown place
but in your eyes
there is only a hunger
for light from the soul
I cannot love
to accept the night.
In your eyes
I'm not the girl
which you left deceived
with a kiss
from someone else's lips
I stand and watch
the wind carries your thought
I know
in your heart there
is no hope for me
Go
and do not advise
the path I walk is only mine.


© Gordana Andonovska